Saturday, 11 July 2009

Influence

i can't stop thinking about how i got here. this little pathetic spot that i occupy in this little big city that i live in, in the world i wish i'll get to know someday.
if nothing is lost, neither created, and everything is transformed, does creativity actually exists? know what i mean? as far as my creations go, and as far as i know about others', at least most of things are just adjustments, tweak here, cut there, turn off a white light and turn a pink one on (makes all the difference in the world). people are just "inspired" by something else, someone else. yeah.... wait. where was i?
oh right. so, what i mean is, if things are just adaptations, inspirations, aren't people the same? would i be the same without that little comment that a insignificant person made? would you? does she/he knows how much we changed because of that/them?
i find myself analyzing myself and others, cutting the pieces and giving them to whomever was responsible for that trait. and with this act i found that people may be more significant and influent than we know. would we be journalists if we haven't gone to that party? would we be married if we haven't got that parking ticket? (nope. i'm not married neither am i a journalist)

how random life can be. how random can be a thought. how our minds can travel.
they can, cant them? maybe people are creative...

I am jack's...

lack of ability to be on time. without me, jack would be never late, and would be more appreciated.

Livin' in the city

don't you love sharing your streets with a few million other cars? going from point 'a' to point 'b' ten times slower than it would actually take in normal traffic? well, today i've learned that this insufferable task, in fact, increases my creative way of thinking. so many thoughts came rushing thru my head i couldn't wait to get home and start rambling away. and then i get here: total blank.
so. my point in writing this non-text, non-informative, non-interesting piece here? i really need/want/desire/must/have to buy an iPhone.

Friday, 10 July 2009

Oh Google...

where would i be without you and sitcoms? well, probably right here. a little more bored, a lot more english-deprived. how can someone owe so much to something called "useless culture"?

So. i have this friend...

... who is obviously not me. lets call her LaneDots. she has found herself in a crossroad leading nowhere.
you see, most people who find themselves in this kind of situation always have something to fall on. but not lane, oh no sir. she's not your regular girl.
has anyone here (is there anyone here?) ever seen friends? well, you know the one where chandler says "honey, it's us. of course it's the shovel killer"? that's her. it's always the shovel killer with this little one. see what i mean? you don't? so turn off your computer and go watch t.v.! useless culture... huh.

Perfectionism

is a bi*ch

JaneDots

what do you do when you want to write something that you will probably not finish? how do you sign something you don't wanna sign?

step one: create a world wide blog. doesn't get more private than that.